Hey ppl... I jus realize that there are ppl reading my blog, that I dun even know they are reading it... hahas, so have to be more careful what I post next time... Omg... haha, today had tons of fun playing in class with Celeste, Jia Lin, Rui Wrn, Jia Min and Annabel... whoo... we make Jia Min go through a commando course... hahahas... damn funny, then after that, we had a little talking session, and we had fun making fun of someone because of something... hahahahaha, super super funny, lols.... then when Mrs Lee come, we faster pretend to be reading our maths textbook, lols... after school, walked home woth esta chew... then go home... slept like a pig, and the funniest thing happened!!! Omg... its damn funny!!! Okay, it goes like this, I went home after school and slept at 4.00pm, I slept until 6.30, then when I woke up, I look at the clock thinking that it was already wednesday morning, so when I saw the clock, I got a shock of my life when I saw that it was already 6.30, I look out of my window and I was thinking, why 6.30 the sky so bright already? But I couldn't care less, becos I thought I was gonna be late for school, So I rush to take my uniform and change, then when I almost gonna reach the toilet, I saw my brother, he was frowning at me, then I said:"Shit! 6.30 already!!!" then he was like :"So?" then I stood there and think for awhile, then I realize that it was still 6.30 tuesday evening, not 6.30 wednesday morning... So I said:"oh... haha, nothing nothing..." then my brother say:"You siao arh?!" omg... it was damn embarrasing larh!!! hahaha... okay, I know I am very blur, no need to say oso can see == hahahaha... wad a stupid experience...

Whoo!! First day of school wasn't that bad, lols... had quite a lot of fun in school today but I hate that stupid temperature taking session ==... Okay... hahas... I am bored now... stupid M flooded my inbox with crap... haiz... GUESS WAD?! I MANAGED TO FINISH A WHOLE SET OF MATHS TODAY!!!! haha... must thank a few ppl for making this possible, firstly, my aircon because it made me feel cooler and I got the mood to do... and I oso gonna thank M and esta, for entertaining me while I was doin the paper... and cheering me up... Lols... okay, I am hungry, I wan go eat food liao... byes...

Just came home... Sianz... tmr need to go to school == haiz... Just now got a fright, I realise that my left hand suddenly turn damn red, but my right hand is still normal...then I was staring at my left hand with horror, then I go toilet to rinse with water, I cannot feel pain or itchiness, it was just super red without reason... I think maybe is some allergy or something, but then why I cant feel anything??? then after awhile okay liao... lols... Omg... haven finish doin my english comprehension, left 2 summary!!!! Haiz,okay, I go do liao, byes ppl, oh ya!! Wait wait!!! I got good news to say! JULIANA LEE GOT INTO THE FINALS FOR THE SINGING COMPETITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE IS SUPER DUPER PRO!!!!!!!! hahaa =) ok, byes ppl!!

Today, went to see Juliana at her singing competition!!!!! OMG!!!! JULIANA GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE CAN SING DAMN WELL!!!!!!!!!! WHOOHUU!!!!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS JUJU!!! Okay, after that went with kexin and Chun to Hougang mall, Chun left early, then Kexin and me walked around houngang mall, cos my dad haven come fetch yet... so I went to buy the fried chicken thing at the shihlin, nice to eat, but very hot!!! After that, dad came, fetch us home, then I went home did some maths homework... felt damn bored after finishing one paper, so went to chat with M, haha, tok bout camp... haiz, still missing anco camp up till now... Now late liao, wan go sleep... sleepy...

Wow... Shocked... received a shocking sms in the morning... almost freaked me out...i stared at the sms for almost two minutes, before my brain started functioning again!!! That sms was good news not bad news, but that good news was too shocking to believe that it was a news... okay...then I called M and chatted for almost half a day, asked him some physics and maths question and he was like:" I duno... erm... sorry arh... I kinda stupid" It ok...I dun mind =)... haiz vry bored... then suddenly my dad came home, so I sae:"hey, cant talk alrdy, bye bye, sorry sorry, dad's back..." I put down the phone, and pretended to be doing my homework... My dad came into my room and complained some things...wth... then I came out to the living room... read newspaper then ya...

WHAT HURTS THE MOST LYRICS(Rascal Flatts)

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

Hiaz... I jus came back from the Civil Defence Course... and I am pondering on the way back...
Life in St John is relli hard to live... last time, when I was a junior, I totally hated the seniors for wad they do to us... (sorry seniors) I hated them for the punishments they gave... and hated them for everything... But now... as a senior..I see things differently... Being a senior is relli not easy... we must always be firm... and we are like role models for the juniors... Now... as a senior, I always hesitate when I give commands or give instructions... I jus have this fear in me that stops me from doing wad I wan to do... Sometimes when I see mistakes the junior made, i am too afraid to correct them... Wad Ma'am loshana said was right, "Not everyone is born to scold" and thats me... i am not born to scold... cos I dun have the guts... But i know that I have to change... sorry juniors... i know i am not a very good role model... I will try to better myself... I relli need to improve my own standard... I jus want to sae this to the Juniors....:
We the seniors just took over recently, so there are things that we still do not relli know and need time to learn... We are still learning how to be a good senior... So during times when you guys see things that we have done wrongly, you can kindly come up to us to point it out to us,so we could learn and improve ourselves... Sometimes, I know that we ain't good role models, we are still learning... everyone makes mistakes in life, this is our first time being a senior, so pardon us for mistakes we have made... being a junior has its own challenges, being a senior also has its challenges... and we are learning to face them... Ya... so I think tats all I have to say... Love Ya all... =)

Finally realised tat training the juniors wasn't as easy as i had tot... But i will try to better myself to better them... Haha... Tmr goin for CD course... And i am nw very sleepy...

OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE THE SYMPTOMS OF H1N1!!!!!!! OH MY GOSH... I THINK I HAVE FEVER, AND A LITTLEE SORE THROAT, AND RUNNY NOSE... ARGH!!!!!!!!!! I DUN WAN TO HAVE H1N1!!!!!!!!!!! HAIZ... =(

Whoo! Had tons of fun yesterday! Omg. Haha, i met jocelyn and kexin at hougang, then wait for jody and juliana outside kfc... Then after we all met, we went to eat pepperlunch, me and jocelyn had fun teasing kexin, lols... Then we took mrt to somerset, juliana say she have to go nw, later she then meet up with us, after we rch orchard we walk to cineleisure de cathay, we watch the movie "Ghost of Girlfriends Past"... Before the movie start, jody and kexin went out to buy popcorn, then me and jocelyn stayed in the cinema and we had fun laughing away at the advertisements, hahahahahaha... After the movie, we met juliana outside the cineleisure, haha... Then we go shop at cineleisure and we took pretty pix , we had fun posing! Haha. After that, jocelyn and kexin say they nid to go liao, so we bid them goodbye, then me, jody and juliana went to far east plaza to shop and my slippers spoil on the way there, so i went far east to buy a new pair. Haha. Then we go eat dinner there, the food sux!! After that, me and jody say bye to juliana. Then we went to plaza sing daiso to shop, then jody say she goin take mrt bak home. So we wave and said goodbye, then i went to find my dad's car. And i went home.... Wad a day. Hahahas

Ok guys, today is a thursday... I got tuition 2day... Sianz... Yesterday facebooked until very late. Sir Mavin send me tis video of tis police guy dancing, omg, its damn cute and funny larh... Ok, i go eat breakfast liao. Bye bye

hi hi... I hve nth to post about... lols...

Now... the 21st century... the world changes... people will change too...Sometimes, I sit there and I can see people around me destroying themselves without knowing they are doing so... But what can I do? Do I have that power to stop them? I think they will just ignore me if I stop them... But I cant bear to see them continue to destroy themselves, I cant bear to see that, so I stand up, turn, walk away... becos sometimes I just cant face the fact... am I a coward? Sometimes I think I am... There are also some others, who are thinking negaively, but its not them, I can see from where I am standing, that it is the people around them that are destroying them... But I am too far, it is too hard, too difficult, to reach over to help... I could only stare... but eye power cant do much... The world around us is filled with beliefs that were passed on from generations down... Example, if you go ITE, you are hopeless, if you work in some factory, your pay is not high, if you quit school now, your future is dull... All these beliefs.. are they true? Nope... they ain't... It doesn't matter where you go, which route you take, how you do it... as long as all of us reach our life's goal... everyone has their own life goals, no one can change it, not even our parents or friends... and everyone can choose whatever paths they wan to take to reach their goals... because only they know how to reach their goal... and no one else will know, because it is THEIR GOAL... But now... people are interfereing into other's goals... its sad sometimes to see goals destroyed, broken paths, because of someone else... but the question still lies within... what can I do to help? Nothing? Am I suppose to just sit there watch? Or stand up turn and walk away, or reach out to help, but what if they refuse help? The world is changing... so are the people around me... There is nothing I can do... but stare...

Since that day... I think quite a lot of things had changed for me... Sometimes, I ponder, why am I even involved in this? Its like... sometimes, life gives you a choice, whether to choose this or that, sometimes, you wan both, but too bad, you are only given a choice, CHOOSE THIS OR THAT... So of course, I will choose only one... and of course, when I choose only one, the other will be unhappy, so what will happen? The other party will have cold war with you... But I dun wan all of this, I wan harmony everywhere... cos I love everyone... I am a good kid... I dun wish to hate anyone... seriously... unless due to some other reasons that you may have hurt me, anger me, or watsoeva... haiz... its hard when you are forced to choose only ONE... when you want to have BOTH...

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1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
...hmm... depends....
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
I was like:"I AM GONNA HAVE FUN TODAY!!!!"
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
Erm... Jia Lin, Annabel, Jia Min, Rui Wen, Celeste
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Nope... maybe a little? haha
5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Yup...
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Not yet... hahas
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
No... I am not so heartless...
8. What does your last text message say ?
"Ya, I know, nites..."
9. What are you thinking right now ?
"I AM GONNA HAVE FUN TODAY!!"
10. Do you want someone to be with you right now
DUH...
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
around 12.00am
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
I forgot...
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
why do you wan to knw???

TEN people to do the quiz ;
1. Jocelyn
2. Jody
3. Juliana
4. Tracy
5. Serene
6. Kexin
7. Bernice
8. Li Zhen
9. Dionis
10. Esta

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
Jody, I dun knw
16. Is no.1 a male or a female ?
Jocelyn, female
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Bernice and Jocelyn, huh???
18. What is no.1 studying?
I dun knw leh... hahas
19.Is no.4 single ?
Tracy, yeah
20. Say something about no.2.
Jody, likes to laugh a lot
21. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
Juliana and Kexin, hahahahahahahahahahaha...
22. Describe no.9
Dionis, she is smart!
23. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Kexinand Bernice, haha, it will be super funny
24. Do you like 8 ?
Li Zhen, my classmate last year larh!!!
25.then do u like 9?
Dionis, oso my classmate last year!!!!

Hi people.... Whoo... today is a nice day... Ok, ignore me coz I am bored... I tok crap when I am bored... TODAY I AM GONNA HAVE FUN!!! WHOOHUU!!!! BYES FOR A WHOLE ENTIRE DAY!!!!

Went for physics lesson today, Mr Pang didn't come today, then Mr Chang took over, we had combined lesson with 3D, we knew why Mr Pang didn't come, because today is his birthday, haha... after physics, I went with Jia Min and Rui Wen to eat lunch at compass, met Chun Hui there, realise that Juliana Lee Se Hui went for singing competition, but she didn't tell me, I called her immediately, and she said:"nxt time I enter finals than I tell you wad..." wth... Okay, anywaes, Good luck Juliana!!! Must get into finals horh!!! =D
Ltr have to go out eat dinner with family... hope that they dun bring me to some weird place... haha... Bye... tmr shall post more =)

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! Holidays are like super boring!!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow still have to go for Mr Pang's physics lesson... hope it will not be very boring, or else I will jus knock off... haiz... isn't there like something better to do during the holidays??? How I wish I can go back for ANCO, sounds weird, but ANCO was relli fun... Miss it man... OMGosh... How can I spend my holidays with all this boredom??? The only thing I do at home now is HOMEWORK, and computer.. its relli very boring...I wana find something more interesting to do!!!!!!!!!! or else i will suffer from Boredemism...

ANCO is over... but the problem is, I am missing ANCO... I almost cried because of this, I miss my group, HYDRA... I feel like going back... I miss the trainings... sounds weird... but I really miss them... am I goin crazy??? haha...ANCO was tough, but it was also fun... I MISS ANCO!!!!!!!!!!!!

SJC sports camp was fun... haha... omg... I went with one of the group arpund the whole of kallang, and the around suntec, singapore river, and the esplanade.. It was tiring, but fun... made some newfriends, though i am jus a first aider, but I still interacted well with the group... haha... some of the members in the group wasn't very enthusiastic, so we did some pushing during shooting... phew... now back home... can rest at last... tmr need to homework liao... bye ppl...

Ok... I am back frm ANCO camp!!! The entire camp was damn tiring, but fun too... Miss my group members... I miss Vina, kah Min, Sir Jershon, Ma'am Geetu... I miss all the officers too... I wanna go back there =(
Even though the officers and instructors keep on scolding us, but the entire camp was very memorable... I will never forget this camp... hahaha, and the bathing time, there is only two girls toilet for us to bath, becos the camp was held in St Andrews Secondary, it is a boys school, so the girls toilet was lesser... Haiz... I miss ANCO... And I also miss the weird jokes we shared during the camp...
I will never forget the late nights sleep, the early moring fall in, the lame camp fire, the disgusting food, the too little time field cooking, the super strict officers, the helpful instructors, the tiring hiking, and last but not least, the wonderful cadets!!!!!!!!!!!! MISS EVERYONE FROM ANCO'09'!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A big mystery is happening now...
Those people are doing weird things...
I dun relli care what they do...
As long as it doesn't affect my mood...
Now they wan to play, I will play with them...
I will see how long they can stand...
It desn't relli matter, actually...
But dun you tink you guys are being silly?
Trying to do things that resembles a kid...
I know its more than what the eyes meet...
However...
Dun ever, make me blow...
Or I will turn relli cold...
And if they happen to meet my limits...
THEN I SHALL TELL YOU, TOO BAD, BUT YOU GUYS CAN'T LIVE...
because I am not someone to be messed around with!!!!!

Hey guys, I am goin for Advanced NC0 camp tmr! Wish me gd luck, Haha...

Lols!!!, Thanks Kexin!!!! haha... I am not giving up... haha... thanks lots!!!!! =D love ya...

Just now had tuition... the tuition teacher saw my Amaths results, then she give me that "you are hopeless" kind of expression...wth... Super angry... Then during tuition, she gave me a lot of hard hard questions, then Iduno how to do, then again she gave me that "you are hopeless" expression again... Then she teach me, then I dun understand, cos she talk too fast, so I say:"huh?" then again, she give me that "you are hopeless" expression... then she go through my mid year paper, then she say:"this question you are careless, this one also rite?" then I say :"Erm, ya..."then she give me that "you are hopeless' expression again... how many times she wan to let me know I am hopeless??? And I am not hopeless okay!!!! I wana work hard for CT3 and the end of year exam!!!!

Haha... jus finished MOI meeting... The whole meeting was damn weird...the guys were weird too, got this guy, his voice was so funny, I freaked out when he started talkin... i knw very bad larh, but it was very freaky... Then got this boy, he is so damn nerd, but he try to act cool...wth... hahas... Then me and Ilyana is inside the safety commitee.. When we were discussing about wad performances to put up during the campfire, then nobody had any ideas, so that weird guy decided that we do do a skit about The Three Little Pigs... haha... weird rite???

Tell u wad... this shall be the last week that I am gonna play non-stop, next week, I am gonna mug hard!!! I must improve myself... haha... SJAB, I shall put aside first, dun get me wrong, I will still go back for SJAB meetings and stuffs like that, but when there is nth important, I turn my focus to my studies... I relli need to spend this June Holiday wisely, or else I would not be able to catch up with the rest of the class... so there... =D

OMG... I feel like crying now... so many things are happening at the same time u knw...I feel like hiding under my blanket covers and cry non stop... But would it help? or would it make me feel more bad??? I relli hate wad I am goin through nw... If only I have the ability to change to someone else... who would I change to? I would change to a person, who is happy and carefree, no worries, no stress... Life would be so good if there is no worries... Now, I am in Sec3, older... life is more stressful... I relli miss the times when I was in sec2, I never had any worries, my results were good... and the subjects were easy to understand... but now, I am in Sec3, my results are goin down the drain... i am afraid that I might not meet up to expectations... I might make more people dissapointed again... And now, I relli feel like giving up SJAB... suld I relli give up? I feel like...its been giving me nightmares...I feel like screaming my lungs out and cry... but it would not help...wad help can I get? And wads the use of writing all this down here? Do u guys know wad I am goin through??? I hate it man... I wanna cry...

Hey all... Learn to forgive and forget, today I am here to tell u guys that I have actually forgive all those who had made me angry some way or another... Haha... Seriously, i dun hold grudges for very long u know, longest only one month... but after that, it will depend on whether u take it for granted or not... sounds confusing arh... okay, lets make it short... I HAVE OFFICIALLY FORGIVEN ALL THOSE WHO HAD MADE ME ANGRY FOR SOME REASON OR ANOTHER... so now... everyone no matter wad u had done to me, is forgiven... the rest depends on whether you wanna forgive me anot... haha... okay... ya... end of story... bye bye...

Hey, I am toking to those ppl, go get a life larh!!!! Everyone got limits u knw... Why do u hve to be unhappy??? Why cant u just accept wad is happening now?! Cant you guys see? Wad is happening is not wad we want, or wad we planned you know, it was someone else who planned all this!!! Pls... stop all this... I relli dun feel like blowing up in front of u guys...Why do you guys keep doin things that is so obvious that you r unhappy? If u r unhappy, tell us larh...dou hve to like have a cold war rite??? Its not nice... I dun wan to explode in front of you guys, or else you guys will not like it... trust me...stop wateva u r doin nw!!!! And please... hve basic respect...

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