OMG... I feel like crying now... so many things are happening at the same time u knw...I feel like hiding under my blanket covers and cry non stop... But would it help? or would it make me feel more bad??? I relli hate wad I am goin through nw... If only I have the ability to change to someone else... who would I change to? I would change to a person, who is happy and carefree, no worries, no stress... Life would be so good if there is no worries... Now, I am in Sec3, older... life is more stressful... I relli miss the times when I was in sec2, I never had any worries, my results were good... and the subjects were easy to understand... but now, I am in Sec3, my results are goin down the drain... i am afraid that I might not meet up to expectations... I might make more people dissapointed again... And now, I relli feel like giving up SJAB... suld I relli give up? I feel like...its been giving me nightmares...I feel like screaming my lungs out and cry... but it would not help...wad help can I get? And wads the use of writing all this down here? Do u guys know wad I am goin through??? I hate it man... I wanna cry...
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Zhao-ed @ 4:30 AM