Hiaz... I jus came back from the Civil Defence Course... and I am pondering on the way back...
Life in St John is relli hard to live... last time, when I was a junior, I totally hated the seniors for wad they do to us... (sorry seniors) I hated them for the punishments they gave... and hated them for everything... But now... as a senior..I see things differently... Being a senior is relli not easy... we must always be firm... and we are like role models for the juniors... Now... as a senior, I always hesitate when I give commands or give instructions... I jus have this fear in me that stops me from doing wad I wan to do... Sometimes when I see mistakes the junior made, i am too afraid to correct them... Wad Ma'am loshana said was right, "Not everyone is born to scold" and thats me... i am not born to scold... cos I dun have the guts... But i know that I have to change... sorry juniors... i know i am not a very good role model... I will try to better myself... I relli need to improve my own standard... I jus want to sae this to the Juniors....:
We the seniors just took over recently, so there are things that we still do not relli know and need time to learn... We are still learning how to be a good senior... So during times when you guys see things that we have done wrongly, you can kindly come up to us to point it out to us,so we could learn and improve ourselves... Sometimes, I know that we ain't good role models, we are still learning... everyone makes mistakes in life, this is our first time being a senior, so pardon us for mistakes we have made... being a junior has its own challenges, being a senior also has its challenges... and we are learning to face them... Ya... so I think tats all I have to say... Love Ya all... =)

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