Friday, July 31, 2009 ♥.
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! I FINISHED MY PHYSICS HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!! I SO HAPPY, PLUS I DID ANOTHER CHAPTER THAT MR PANG HAVEN TEACH YET!!!!!!!!!!!! a feeling of accomplishment!!!! lols, okay, I planning to do maths later, or maybe chemistry, AND KEXIN PLS STOP TELLING ME I WONT FAIL MY AMATHS, I WILL FAIL LORH!!!!!!!!!! Okay nvm... hahas, had fun making fun of vivian today, ANYWAES, ANYBODY THE BROTHER OR COUSIN OR FREN OR WHOEVER IS FRM CATHOLIC HIGH, PLS LET ME KNOW, WE ARE SEARCHING FOR SOMEONE IN CATHOLIC HIGH!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU =)
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Zhao-ed @ 11:20 PM
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The world doesn't understand at all... not even my friends understands... not even my family members understands... Arrrr, forget it, like who actually cares anyway... Only God cares to understand me =)
Feeling downed this few days... There is just so much to do, its like the buildings are collasping on me!!!! I need time to buck up my maths, elementary and additional... I have to buck up my chemistry and physics too... Seriously, I duno if I should just give up... Nothing in my world is going towards the positive side... Decisions I made all seemed so wrong, everytime I try to make things better, it just cause it to become worse... You know... with all the school work, cca stuffs, friendship probs, tuition, family stuffs, .... Today just had another cca session... I have to say, it wasn't a pleasant one... and school today wasn't all well too, wad is happening? there seems to be endless things for me to do and I am never gonna finis them, everytime I finis smtg, there will be new ones for me to complete, I dun have a time to rest... I seriously duno... there seems like there are so many people around me trying to help, but it also seems like I am the only one in this world... oh man.... wad is going on?
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Zhao-ed @ 7:23 AM
Thursday, July 30, 2009 ♥.
YEAH!!!!!!!! FINIS THE AMATHS LIAO!!!!!!!!!! BUT STILL GOT CT3, sianz... BUT I GONNA REST FOR ONE DAY TODAY!!!!!!!! Okay, lets talk bout today's school day!!!!
In the morning, I went to school, realise that Cel and Belle and SKKX and someone else was there liao =) ya, then I prepared for amaths retest, abit kiasu la... aiya, basically today's lessons were all very boring larh, during maths, do the same old trigo stuffs, and during physics, do a new topic which I totally dun understand wad Pang was saying == he keep going on bout wad resistive force, and I am like "what? what?? what???" and today he like abit siao one, he keep scolding ppl, then like sian sian lidat, then during chinese, the chinese teacher damn funny, she keep telling us about "ai qing" which is love in chinese, hahaha, she say until damn funny, but she abit old liao, so wad she say doesn't link with our generation, but it still makes sense though, then halfway through lesson, the nxt door teacher come over, cos the next class got something happen, during english, Pamela Gay didn't come, so we have to do some debate stuffs, and after that the class was brainstorming bout Amaths questions, hahahaha... then I was busy doing logarithms, do until I got headache lorh, seriously, then went for lunch with trace and esta, then came back class for AMATHS RETEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SCREWED UP THE WHOLE ENTIRE PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Zhao-ed @ 3:39 AM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 ♥.
TMR IS THE AMATHS CT4!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NOT REVISED ENOUGH, OK BYE BYE, I GOING TO REVISE LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!, EH WAIT, today, i got physics practical, and all thanks to SOMEONE, the whole physics practical was so damn screwed!!! Sam and Enzy, will know who screwed my practical!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you Sam for telling me to relax, Enzy oso, thanks, or else, I duno what I would have done man... And then after that saw Jaz outside the lab, then went to Mr Pang's lab, then over there, made abit too much noise, haha, oh ya, thank you Trace and Viv, for helping me during the last minutes of the practical... thanks lots =) thank you Sam, Enzy, Trace, Jaz, Viv, Esta, Reb, Cel, and Belle belle, for listening to my nonsense and all my grumblings, haha, or else I think I would have boxed her, hahas... and hey wait, thanks Shang Kuan for helping me with trigo too =) Love you guys lots =D
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Zhao-ed @ 4:08 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009 ♥.
Done from the quiz:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx (seen from kexin's blog)
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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Zhao-ed @ 6:48 AM
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AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IS SJC MAD?!?!?! I jus went to school and realise that tis thursday got Amaths CT4, wth!!!! I haven study leh!!!!! they wan me die arh?!?!?!?!?! And plus the topics tested is all those topics that I hate and dun understand == and guess wad, I tink my brain is going crazy this few days, okay, shall not explain further.... omg.... I need time to study seriously, i have no time for other stuffs, my marks are going downhill... I seriously hate the life in sec3 lorh... there is sooo much stress and stuffs... sometimes, the teachers give homework like they give duno wad lidat, sometimes I jus feel like screaming at them and say:"YOU THINK WE ROBOT ARH?! CAN DO SO MANY HOMEWORK IN ONE DAY MEH?!?!?!?!" Oh, but I have one good news, my amaths retest, i got 77.5%, hahahaha, superb happy =) but that is only one good news == hahaha.... Okay, I need to learn to relax, and believe that God is with me =)
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Zhao-ed @ 6:08 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009 ♥.
Hmm... I have nth to update, hahas... ==
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Zhao-ed @ 6:06 AM
Saturday, July 18, 2009 ♥.
now my temperature rise until 39.7 degrees ==
went to the doctor, he gave me so much medicine... omg...
my mum say that if I tmr haven't recover, she gonna bring me to hospital O.o
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Zhao-ed @ 7:46 PM
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Just woke up from sleep, my temperature is nw 38.5 got a shock when i saw my thermometer reading, ltr my mum bringing me go check, see if is h1n1... I got sorethroat, fever, runny nose and cougth . All is h1n1 symptoms... Oh no
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Zhao-ed @ 2:32 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009 ♥.
I am currently being quarantined at home, becos I have flu like symptoms... Mum dun allow me to go out... Sad, everyone all go out except me, and my temperature is 37.6 on the spot!!! So how am I suppose to go to church tmr? Mum say I cannot go anywhere, and if monday, I still have not recover, then there will be no school for me... haiz... I need to go school ask my frens teach me how to do chemical equations leh, I totally duno how to do ==
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Zhao-ed @ 10:49 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009 ♥.
did amaths retest today, think i screwed up the paper, went down to canteen wif jiamin, annabel, celeste, and kumari to but drinks and tidbits, went home, slacked....
Omg... my mum is at it again, nagging non-stop I show you wad is the typical thing she will always sae:"oi! Go and study larh! Always see you didn't do anything? How to go JC lidat? You want go JC you must study hard! Oi! You got listen to me anot?! Why you didn't practice amaths questions? No wonder you always do so badly, cos you didn't have enough practice, whole day see you do other things!! Go and study now!!" omg, yes, tat is wad she always nags about... and after that ahe will ask me questions like:" do you want to go into a good JC anot? You know what is the L1R5 requirements rite? What courses are you planning to take when u enter JC? What do you want to be when you grow up? you have to plan ahead for your future you know!!!" I I will be like:"hmm, yes, yes, ya, hmm, uh huh..." is not like I didn't study lorh, today I studied a lot, I studied in school, listened relli hard to wad Mrs Lee is trying to say, and during SS, i relli opened my ears to listen, during english, I did my UNSW paper with much effort, during physics I opened my ears to listen to Mr Pangs explanations, During chemistry, I did my work... I tried ok, who say I didn't try? I come back home, super tired, so I have to rest abit and slck rite? anywae, I planning, i ltr gonna spend around 2-3hours studying physics... I have a retest to take...
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Zhao-ed @ 2:51 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ♥.
Hahaha, stupid junxiang! Haha, he damn weird sia! Joshua and Ethan was the one who told him to pass tat "i am ______ sticker" at nick's back. Omg! And nick walk around the place, wif tat sticker without knwing!! And omg, shermane spoiled the fun by taking it off cos she sae it was so bad. Hahaha...
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Zhao-ed @ 7:17 AM
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Kexin is mad== hahaha... She is a maths expert. I ask her all the trigo questions she tch until like siao lidat, kexin is crazy bout maths, Hahahahaha...
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Zhao-ed @ 6:58 AM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ♥.
JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL LYRICS - CARRIE UNDERWOOD
She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy
With the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was
Running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind
And she didn't pay attention
She was going way too fast
And before she knew it she was spinning
On a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared
She threw her hands up in the air
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
It was still getting colder
When she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby
In the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh...
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Zhao-ed @ 5:23 AM
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WHOOOOH!!! Had a GREAT FUN today at pizza hut, we were celebrating Ilina's birthday =) she invited almost the entire 3G, and she also invited 3D ppl, and oso all the last year from 2D ppl, woah!!! We almost book the whole Pizza Hut!!!! HAD SUPER MUCH FUN!!! I still remember the people at the table I was sitting, the people are Elisa, Angeline, Kumari, Chermaine, Vivian, Tracy, Esta, Jia Lin, Celeste, Rui Wen, Annabel but there are of cos some other tables fully occupied with the people!!!! Whoo, Ilina's mum give us a lot of food, we eat until we were super duper full!!!! Then after that, she ask us if we want to eat ice cream, we were like "NO THANKS!!!!" hahahahahaha, cos we were SUPER FULL!!!! After that, the pizza hut person say we can take the ballons off the wall, so we took down the ballons and start playing with them, we were super noisy and having so much fun, taking pictures, playing "drums" throwing balloons, making fun of people, telling jokes, singing songs, haha, and Jia Lin was like:"stop palying!!!! This is a restaurant people!!!!" hahahahaha, damn funny, then the next moment, tracy threw a ballon at her head, hahahahaha, we laff like mad, wow... super fun... after that, we felt very paiseh cos a lot of us didn't bring birthday present for Ilina, so we went to walk around compass, and we went to comics connection, Tracy told me that Ilina like Bleach, so we decided to buy a Bleach keychain for her, and the 39 series of the Bleach Manga collection, we planning to give her the present tmr, hahas, Relli had damn lots of fun today!!!!!! Yay!!!!!
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Zhao-ed @ 3:06 AM
Monday, July 13, 2009 ♥.
I would rather stay unseen and invisible, than facing so much problems... People, tell me whether I should just give up my post? Its creating new problems that I dun wan, its giving me worries that I hate, its giving me nightmares that I am afraid... So why in the world do I need to face all this, when I have a choice to stay unseen? I have much better things to do than facing troubles, problems, watsoeva... If I could jus create my own spaceship that could bring me to outer space where I can escape from this falling world... Why can't people jus live the way it should be? WHY CAN'T THERE BE NO HATE IN THIS WORLD?!?!?! Why must people dislike one another? Can't they live with peace? Why can't everyone be friends? Why? why? why? Is it so good to dislike each other? Is it cool to have war with one another? Why can't they jus live each day happily without resentment or hate or distress or anger???!!! I jus wana pray for those that has all this anger problems, may God bless you so that your life can be happier and more peaceful... Please change ur mind set, change the way you view things, you could see a brighter side!!!!
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Zhao-ed @ 5:20 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009 ♥.
SHOUT TO THE LORD LYRICS
Shout to the Lord, all the earth,
Let us sing
Power and majesty, praise to the King;
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name.
I sing for joy at the work of Your hands,
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand,
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.
My Jesus, My Savior,
Lord, there is none like You;
All of my days
I want to praise
The wonders of Your mighty love.
My comfort, my shelter,
Tower of refuge and strength;
Let every breath, all that I am
Never cease to worship You.
Shout to the Lord, all the earth,
Let us sing
Power and majesty, praise to the King;
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name.
I sing for joy at the work of Your hands,
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand,
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.
Shout to the Lord, all the earth,
Let us sing
Power and majesty, praise to the King;
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name.
I sing for joy at the work of Your hands,
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand,
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.
Nothing compares to the promise I have
Nothing compares to the promise I have in you
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Zhao-ed @ 2:59 AM
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I jus went ot researched bout that wad blood stream thing == Mr Pang tell us go research, okay, so let me tell you guys, why will bubbles form in the bloodstream if a diver suddenly comes up fom deep waters to the surface of the water, the answer is because, Nitrogen makes up 70% of the air we breathe (in the air around us and in our diving bottles). During a dive, large amounts of nitrogen are taken into the body's tissues. This is because the diver is breathing air at a higher pressure than if they were at the surface. The quantities of dissolved nitrogen depend on the depth and duration of the dive. The deeper and longer the dive, the more nitrogen is taken up by the body. This does not present a problem as long as the diver remains under pressure. As the diver begins to ascend to the surface, the surrounding pressure falls, and nitrogen is released from the body via the lungs when the diver breathes out. If the rate of ascent exceeds that at which nitrogen can be released, it forms bubbles in the blood and tissues (similar to opening a bottle of fizzy drink too quickly).
researched from: http://www.navis.gr/medico/divers.htm
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Zhao-ed @ 1:25 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009 ♥.
YOU CAN - David Archuleta
Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can
Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can
Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?
'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, now it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can
Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love
Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know
This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can
Show me that good things come to those who wait...
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Zhao-ed @ 10:48 PM
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Oh no... i didn't manage to revise my work today... haiz... Tommorrow I shall stay home and revise like mad!!!!!!!!! Tmr morning need to go church, and esta chew say she will come my church, but she said that for so long alrdy but still haven come == Let me update some things that happen in past few days... On friday, after school, Celeste, Mindi, Cherlyn and me, stayed back in school to decorate that depressing board in the St John QM... Mr Tan gave us $14 to buy the materials, we used up all the money, hahaha... then we went back and start decorating... It was super fun, especially the spray the heart shape part, everyone was covering their nose, when I started spraying... damn fun... haha, everyone cooperated, and the end result was AWESOME!!!!!!!! GOOD JOB PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!! =D
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Zhao-ed @ 5:36 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009 ♥.
I am going to kumari's church tmr with esta... Wonders how her church looks like... Anyways... PRAISE GOD, GOD IS GOOD
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Zhao-ed @ 6:51 AM
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FREAK!!!! OH MY GOSH!!! Almost everyone one knows!!! That Esta Chew said it so loudly, and Felicia heard.... == anywaes, today went school as usual haha, in the morning I had bad flu, borrowed tissues from Felicia until I think all her tissues gonna be used up by me... After School, went with Breadface to compass, met Leah and her two other friends, and met kexin there too... yeah...
AND OH MY GOSHY GOODNESS SAKE!!!! something has been happening this few days, and by the speed it goes, it is freaking me totally out, ... The girls of 3G are discussing stuffs that are giving all of us a crazy girls talk... omgosh... We are just sooo not over it.... hahas... , and that samantha, she just cant get over it, and she keeps pestering me for news updates... and hell yeah, even that girl knows it all, AND SO WAD??? haha, I know something too...
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Zhao-ed @ 4:36 AM
Sunday, July 5, 2009 ♥.
I know its been long...there isn't much to say... I dun understand... so much things have been happening... Ok... from now on, I shall pretend that nothing had happened... and I dun wish to see more things happening...so pls go to the right path... Dun ever side track anymore...
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Zhao-ed @ 6:08 AM
Saturday, July 4, 2009 ♥.
Wow... wow... wow... Things are getting sooo weird this few days... sooo sooo weird... kinda feeling pissed and kinda surprised and happy... If I ever realize the fact... omg... and if it stays on the negative side... I am so gonna be so, okay I duno... hey, am I making this sound confusing? If it is, then is good, cos I dun wan you guys to know wad I am toking about, so be prepared, cos the other things I am writing will be super hard to understand =) Anywae, being sort of in the middle of nowhere, jus like the core of the earth, is irritating, like the burning flames, waiting to explode if it ever chances upon an open volcano... but it can be that this phase may be so sensitive, like you say, you think... ha... but your sight, is it reliable? How about the others? Are they reliable? haha... My ears managed to detect a source similar to wad I am trying to understand, or maybe I should put it, believe in a way that I am not sure if its right... Wateva comes upon that... Things are getting way off hand... my brain thunders in silence, ha, for some pretty lucky ones, they might catch it... So wad? Its like I have abandon that thought for years and sailed far away from it... now, only to realize the earth is round, so you will always go back to where you are no matter how far you sail... haha... simply hard to understand the once thought that was mine, now goes the other way round... like what? haha... maybe cos it took different ways to go, after one complete round, to realize they took opposite place aka ideas... No man on earth could stand the terrible fact like you have to wait and soon you will know it, but then wad the human mind wants is an instant answer a complete and true version plus vision... Maybe all this is really the makings of sensitivity... or otherwise? I will never know... all right, thats all, bye folks =)
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Zhao-ed @ 12:57 AM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 ♥.
Today did something very very very very wrong, haiz, shouldn't talk much bout it... jus regretting everything... I hurt tat person, is relli HURT... haiz, but I cant say sorry... I duno how to say... but I know I HURT that person...haiz... Jus wish I could turn back time, I shouldn't have said all those things in the first place... Okay wateva... jus thanks to someone, all this is sooo damn screwed... Jus wish life was somehow different... haiz... Jus tink that I duno wad is goin on, Everytime I turn my back, you look away... ok forget it, wads the use of knowing all this? You are so far away, I dun care anyway... Yeah i dun care... I once did, but times have change, it is all reversed to you... like wad the heck did I do? I dun understand sia... forget it human, I dun understand you. I jus dun...
yeah, anywaes, today quite slack...talk to M on the phone, walao, tok for damn long sia, then I realize I havent do my work, so started doin... ya, haha, sorry M for hanging up suddenly, not my fault... haha... the after that, went to cp for awhile, saw Justin, Shawn and Jun Xiang, said hello, and bye bye, Jun ask me if I wan go join them eat, I sae no way! Jus ate, I not pig... == then said bye, rush home... on com, play... hahas... the end...
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Zhao-ed @ 6:33 AM