Its never ending is it? It will never end... What if I say.... I quit now? all I wan is freedom...to break this chain of troubles and stress... hmm... I shall not care anymore... Like what someone said to me, "I can be a person who help and do everything, but, I can oso be the type, that ignore everything" I shall say, I feel I am the same too... And now, u knw wad, I shall be the type that ignore everything... Ppl who knw wad I am toking about might feel the same way too... Jus wad do they need? wad do they want from us? wad haven't they gain from us? Do they want every grain of my rice from my bowl? or do they want every strand of my hair? Its no use pondering over all this... guess, now I felt how they felt when they were the ones standing there.... should I just give up on SJ? there seems to be only one person in the entire CCA that is fit to stand up there to order.... they seem to be able to see only one person... I personally feel, am not fit to do anything, not even fit to hold that post there... I didn't even want to have a position... it doesn't make a difference in SJ does it? Suld I just one fine day go up and say I wish to quit or wad? Staying put doesn't make a big difference anyway... being a junior wasn't easy, i once knew, being a senior is not easy too, I now know... there is only one person up there now...only ONE... I hope that she would lead SJ well.......

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