Monday, March 29, 2010 ♥.
I duno wad am I supposed to do now... now that competition is over... I no longer have any goals in life... maybe O'level... but O'level is like so boring == whole day study study study... I freaking think I should just go and kill myself or something... I feel DAMN bad about letting my teachers and my seniors down... They are really disappointed with our batch... They expected us to do a good job... but look at WHAT THE SHIT we are doing sia... I can see that Mr Tan no longer have any hopes on us... he has sort of given up on our batch, and the worse part is, I think he just can't wait for us to PASS OUT!!!!! Alright... anyways, I can't wait to pass out too, but I must make sure that St John is in good hands before we leave... Really hope that our juniors will not repeat our mistakes... Oh... and guess what, Mr Tan said that the POP is cancelled, WTF sia, so he wants us to just leave St John without any POP??? We are so deprived == haiz... Today had a meeting with the St John people... the meeting wasn't a good one, there were tears here and there... but the motive of the meeting wasn't there... everyone was just putting their blame on each other... haiz... wad is this man... must we really leave St John with all this feelings of hatred and disappointment??? I just pray that a miracle will happen, and SJC St John will go back to where it once was... but I dun think that will ever happen... so yeah...
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Zhao-ed @ 2:32 AM
Saturday, March 27, 2010 ♥.
Are you brainless??? Can you take the feelings of others into consideration??? Such a slight move can give me sleepless nights... I am not kidding...
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Zhao-ed @ 11:18 PM
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SORRY.... sorry to everyone... We have let everyone down... we did not do a good job... sorry to the past seniors who actually made an effort to come back and help us... sorry for making your efforts all wasted... sorry... we are really really sorry...we want to apologise to all the past seniors who came back... they are1.) Ma'am Amanda: we are sorry, we know that you have made an effort to come back and help us train the juniors, you shared your experience with us, and tried your best to prepare us for competition... you made an effort to come down and clear our doubts... sorry for making you upset....2.) Ma'am Vanessa: sorry, you lend us a listening ear when the sec4s needed help, you gave us advices, and also help to train the juniors for nursing... sorry for letting you down...3.) Ma'am Marilyn: sorry for not being able to take back any medals... we know that you tried your best to help the sec4s train the juniors... sorry4.) Ma'm Ranjidha: we are sorry, for not doing a good job... thank you for coming down to help us...really sorry5.) Ma'am Joey lau: sorry, we have let you down once again... we understand that you really tried to help us, but we have let u down...really sorry... 6.) Ma'am Loshana: sorry... you are the only past senior that came back the most times, we know that you were really dissapointed with us when you saw the standard of the comp teams... you came down a lot of times despite your busy schedule... sorry for lettig you down and not doing a good job.... sorry...7.) Ma'am Joey Low: sorry, you told me not to take this competition's result to heart... but I know inside you are really dissapointed with us... you had high expectations for us... but we did not do a good job... sorry...
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Zhao-ed @ 7:12 PM
Friday, March 26, 2010 ♥.
Today... is a very very stressful day... in the morining, slept late, because last night, i slept very late as i was polishing shoes for my juniors... then rushed to school, met up with celeste at the gate, pass shoes to charmane, then went down with celeste to QM... then polish those unshiny shoes... then helped my juniors bun their hair... ~tiring~ pass seniors came back, then I helped my juniors wear their socks and their shoes... tied and retied the stupid shoelaces that don't seem to make the shoes feel any tighter... then gave out breakfast for my juniors, then send them off to the bus, waved goodbye to them, wanted to cry while I was bidding them farewell and wishing them goodluck... AND JUST NOW I RECEIVED SOME BAD NEWS FROM JOCELYN AND CELESTE.... OH NO.... say bye bye to the medals....can freaking hell, can you stop laughing or forcing yourself not to smile when you are talking to me??? wth....
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Zhao-ed @ 10:29 PM
Thursday, March 25, 2010 ♥.
to person A: Omg... You seriously resemble someone... Just realized this... wow... to person B: haiz.. pls pls pls... dun change dun change dun change into someone I duno.... pls pls pls, I beg you, dun change so much... Pls dun change to someone I duno....To person C: Haiz... you everyday come complain to me say ur school work is tough... of course is tough la, new school, of course there will be new requirements.... must study hard, achieve your dream!!! Dun give up kay, LIME is supporting YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! to JAE JIN : JAIME LIME LOVESSSS JAE JIN :)
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Zhao-ed @ 6:49 AM
Monday, March 22, 2010 ♥.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?!?!Gosh... can't you see that you are the one at fault??? You are spoiling my whole day...Then you try and act like as though I am the one at fault... but pls la... you created that argument first... somemore can gimme attitude... wah... you damn pro sia... pro as in "PRO"When you are talking about music, u totally ignore what I am saying to you... great, so wad? You tink you can play wateva shit instruments than you damn pro meh??? Hello, I was only asking you a QUESTION, only ONE QUESTION about which column to click on, and you start shouting at me.... OH... so sorry, to disturb you, I didn't know that you were soooo busy discussing about your music, you totally ignore others, hmm, now I know, MUSIC TO YOU IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYBODY IN THE WORLD!!! Pls la, you like music doesn't mean I have to like rite??!?!?! Why must you make me feel like as though people who do not know how to play musical instruments are FREAKS?!?!?!?! Let me tell you something, WHEN YOU ARE SO ENGROSSED IN MUSIC UNTIL YOU TOATLLY HECK CARE ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS AND OTHER THINGS HAPPENING AROUND YOU, YOU ARE THEN THE REAL FREAK...
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Zhao-ed @ 3:15 AM
Thursday, March 18, 2010 ♥.
today, I hope will be better than yesterday... haiz.. Today evening around 5pm, will be meeting Jazreel, Hui Ting, Jody and my "boyfren" for dinner, then will be goin to see the band concert at around 7pm... :)
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Zhao-ed @ 10:45 PM
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YESTERDAY sucked.... I dun wana go into details... BUT it really SUCKED.... I thought the whole session was gonna be fine, BUT IT SUCKED.... yeah...
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Zhao-ed @ 10:43 PM
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STOP PONNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Zhao-ed @ 6:47 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 ♥.
omg... i just realize that quite alot of ppl hate sjab... firstly, the LTC ppl, secondly, the NPCC ma'ams.... jackass and suntan lotion... then mrs crossley also hate us... Miss Shereen Wong and Mrs Wong Yu Qing. also dun like us.. and now even our own CCA tcher, Mr Tan and Miss Molyati have given up on us...omgosh... I need to do smtg to stop this...
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Zhao-ed @ 2:54 AM
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dude... what is happening to me?? I am trying to keep this friendship, but I know that you have gone astray, I don't have the courage to tell you, but I know I have to tell you before you go too deep into it... But I am afraid, that if I confront you, I may lose this friendship... now pls tell me what to do.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------This is something that I don't want... and I know it... but I am still holding on to it... I have no idea why... If this continues, it will only break your heart, so just go away, before you lose more tears, pls go away... this is not true, it is a lie... break away from it, because someday, I know it will end, and we will regret.... so why not just leave now before it happens? I dun wana break more hearts....------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Zhao-ed @ 2:37 AM
Monday, March 15, 2010 ♥.
today was a great day, had ettiquette course, and it was awesome :) I hope tmr will be equally awesome :)
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Zhao-ed @ 4:52 AM
Sunday, March 14, 2010 ♥.
really... maybe this time you can help??? :)
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Zhao-ed @ 6:16 AM
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sian la... tmr got social ettiquette course, and oso got O'level Chemistry Practical Exam... shitttt....
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Zhao-ed @ 3:01 AM
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 ♥.
OMG... I just realized that some of my frens that I didn't expect them to read my blog, actually read my blog... so now... I better be careful about what I want to blog... alright... so tommorrow is PTM... great.... bet my form teachers are gonna complian loads of stuffs to my mum... then I, DIE... anyways... today... sat in sj room, talked to squareles... talked about guys... wonder how do we figure the difference between true love and infatuation... I think, we will never know the answer, unless we actually get together with him/her and live with him/her and getting to know him/her better, and if you can accept his/her bad points and is willing to stay with him/her forever, through wealth and poverty, sickness and health, and many other situations, then it is true love... but if your love fades away after realizing something that you don't like about the other party, then it is just an infatuation.... so little boys and little girls... please stop thinking that once you see a guy/girl so perfect, and you think that you will not have any problems with him/her after you marry him/her, then you are WRONG.... no marriage in the world doesn't encounter any difficulty along the way... instead, it is actually the troubles, problem, and hardships that both partners go through that made both of them stronger and more close to eachother... and to all husbands and wifes, please treat your wifes/husband nicely, when faced with difficulty, please face the problem together, don't ever leave eachother because of some difficulty that you face...trust and respect eachother.... I wish all marriages in the world to last forever,..
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Zhao-ed @ 4:39 AM
Tuesday, March 9, 2010 ♥.
Parent Teacher Meeting!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Zhao-ed @ 3:41 AM
Monday, March 8, 2010 ♥.
omgosh... its seriously not what you think... really... you got it all wrong!!!! oh my... maybe its too late to say all this now, but I just hope that you would understand when the time comes... please please please, dun anyhow think can??? haiz... you are very narrow-minded, pls go broaden your view.... You know, I have better things to do, why do you think I will go and..... nvm....
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Zhao-ed @ 3:33 AM
Saturday, March 6, 2010 ♥.
haiz... my brothers are all very angry with Wave... its sad you know... why wave change so much... :( isit becos of pride???
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Zhao-ed @ 4:35 AM
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Tmr going Jamming with my "Brothers"... Yay!!! My eldest brother is going!!! my 2nd brother bringing his girlfriend along too, wooooo!!!! Its gonna be fun fun fun.... Today supposed to go for Mr Swimming Boy's party.... but I dun wan go, cos... its damn awkward, LOLS... just went to make specs, then came back home... dammit, I can't wait for tmr, my brother's girlfriend has agreed to sing for us!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOO!!!!!!!! LOLS....
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Zhao-ed @ 4:30 AM
Thursday, March 4, 2010 ♥.
Jaime, please stop blogging and going online, your O'level is nearing everyday, please study hard. If you keep going online, it will affect your studies. Jaime, you must study, don't get distracted by the things around you easily. If you don't understand your work, go and get help from others, don't be too complacent, even though you have done quite well in both your sciences, but there are still other subjects that you have to work on. Go study hard. Stop facebooking and blogging and twittering. Please be serious in your studies starting from today.
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Zhao-ed @ 5:06 AM
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OMG ppl, HOW HOW HOW???? I am very very very worried, for the Sec2 competition members.... competition is like a few weeks away, but they still haven't learn their slow march, and nursing procedure, and their first aid case is not that good too :( oh my oh my.... haiz... I will try my best to help them, just hope that they would cooperate with me... haiz... I know the sec2 members have a great potential, they have not released them fully yet.... Go sec2s, we will be supporting, JIA YOU!!!
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Zhao-ed @ 2:20 AM
