Lime's Life story

2011-01-20T03:31:00.000-08:00

I am abandoning this blog, due to private reasons =) My new blog URL will be available in my Twitter account =) Relink yeahs? ^^

2011-01-07T23:25:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU TEACHERS!!! ^^

Secondary 1Faith (2007)

Form teacher(s): Mr Clifton Lim, Ms Tan Wen Qi, Ms Low Hwee Miang, Ms Alvina

English Teacher: Mr Ken Foo

Chinese Teacher: Mrs Chua Jun Ru

Physics Teacher: Mr Pang Heng Cheun

Biology Teacher: Mr Lim Kee Tiong

Chemistry Teacher: Mr Marcus Tan Hoe Bian

Maths Teacher: Mr Clifton Lim

Literature Teacher: Ms Chia, Ms Cheng, Ms Naz

History Teacher: Ms Toh, (indian tcher, forgot her name)

Geography Teacher: Ms Tan Wen Qi, Ms Low Hwee Miang, (malay tcher, forgot her name)

Art Teacher: Ms Alvina

Design & Technology Teacher: Mr Chia Der Sheng, Mrs Goh Boon Hong

PE Teacher: Ms Wong Yu Qing

Secondary 2Endurance(2008)

Form teacher(s): Mrs Joanna Goh

English Teacher: Mrs Pamela Gay

Chinese Teacher: Mdm Zhang Yong Hong

Physics Teacher: Mr Pang Heng Cheun

Biology Teacher: Mr Lim Kee Tiong

Chemistry Teacher: Mr Marcus Tan Hoe Bian

Maths Teacher: Mrs Lee Ann Gee

Literature teacher: Ms April Ng

Geography Teacher: Ms Shereen Wong

History Teacher: Mr Vicknesh

Art Teacher: Ms Alvina

Home Economics Teacher: Mrs Joanna Goh

PE Teacher: Ms Wong Yu Qing

Secondary 3Grace(2009)

Form Teacher(s): Mrs Lee Ann Gee

English Teacher: Mrs Pamela Gay

Chinese Teacher: Mrs Chua Jun Ru, Mdm Teo Ah Tiok

Physics Teacher: Mr Pang Heng Cheun

Chemistry Teacher: Mrs Grace Lee

Emaths Teacher: Mrs Lee Ann Gee

Amaths Teacher: Mrs Lee Ann Gee

Social Studies Teacher: Ms Vivian Ong, Mrs Veronica Tjan

Literature Teacher: Mrs Debra Tan

PE Teacher: Mrs Wong Yu Qing

Secondary 4grace(2010)

Form Teacher(s): Mr Christopher Sim, Mrs Cindy Soon

English Teacher: Mrs Cindy Soon

Chinese Teacher: Mr Christopher Sim

Physics Teacher: Mr Pang Heng Cheun

Chemistry Teacher: Mrs Ng Peck Hoon

Emaths Teacher: Mr Yeo Ghee

Amaths Teacher: Mr Yeo Ghee

Social Studies Teacher: Mrs Veronica Tjan

Literature Teacher: Mrs Debra Tan

PE Teacher: Mrs Davinia Wong, Ms Sim, Mr Wilson Pang, Mr Kalis

2011-01-07T22:56:00.000-08:00

Memories in SJC

The four years in SJC was well spent...

now that I've graduated, I just cannot picture myself in another institution or school,

I only can picture myself in SJC...

So whenever someone say :"Wow, you are starting school soon eh?"

I will reply with a :"ya, very soon, haha."

then they will ask :"So you going JC or Poly?"

I will freeze and I will get this electric shock...

I am just not used to the term, JC or Poly...

I cannot picture myself in JC or Poly,

I only can see myself in that familiar blue pinafore...

So I will answer :"err, erm... not really sure yet, I see my results first."

Wow... time really flies... I still rmb the time when I entered SJC as sec1 student...

well, I was really blur then, and I was quiet and shy,

but then, I met a few friends, who totally changed me...

I became loud, like them, and started talking a lot... I misbehaved in class a lot,

because I thought it was really "cool" to create havoc...

So, I continued being very rebellious... and when I was a sec2, I got my comeuppance

I got a PINK booking form fro defiance,

along with my other loud and rebellious friends,

we got that booking form because we sort of "bullied" this new old relief teacher,

the old man got angry, and reported us to the DM,

haha, I still remember that scene, 7DMs plus 1teacher scolding us,

their names?

Mr Christopher Sim, Mr Lim Kee Tiong, Ms Chua Jun Ru, Ms Daphne teo, Mr Chris Chang,

Mrs Elangovan, Ms Adeline Ng and that old relief teacher...

they stood in front of us in a roll and started scolding us,

and they made us do something so embarrasing, I dun wan to talk about it...

and when we got back to class, we got somemore scolding from our form teacher...

after this case,

my subject teachers started to recognise us, as we were a relli notorious bunch,

they started observing and picked on us,

It was really horrible... we were like marked as "the bad kids"

in sec3, I started realising that what I have been doing in sec1 and 2 was really dumb

and very very UNCOOL...

So I stopped doing all those bad stuffs...

I really want to thank the teachers who gave me a chance, to change...

and also, Thank you Mr Tan Gim Chuan, my CCA teacher,

for believing in me, and giving me a chance to change,

thank you for giving me the opportunity to join Exco,

despite ponning like crazy when I was in sec1 and 2 and giving you attitude in sec1...

So many things have happened in my four years of life in SJC,

if I were to type out every exciting and memorable event that took place,

it make take years to type it all out...

and I can even compile it into a book, HAHA!!

Hmm, some might say that I have wasted my first two years because I was so rebellious,

but NO, I see it as a learning opportunity for me...

I did not waste my first two years in SJC,

instead, I cherish them a lot...

My sec3 year was like a turning point for me...

Now, as I look back, I realise that I really miss SJC a lot...

I miss everything in SJC...

but I've ended my journey in SJC, and its time to move on to my next phase of life...

Time to bid farewell to my secondary school... :)

THANK YOU SJC,

A BIG THANK YOU TO all the teachers that have spent the four years with me in SJC :)

the teachers's names will be written in the next post =)

when I grow up, I will do something for SJC... =)

2011-01-07T22:42:00.000-08:00

I am like super HAPPY, cos ytd after facial, I drag my mum to 313 @ somerset,

then I said I wanted to buy skinnies and boots,

and she bought them for me willingly!! She evn bought me a bag!! HAHA

YAY!!! :D

And ohhh, MONDAY is my judgement day!!! Cos its results day,

getting back O's results!! SUPER SCARY... my hands are like cold, as I am typing this down..

I wonder how will I do... I dun expect damn good results, I oso dun expect damn bad results

just moderate, I happy alr... cos I didn't relli study very hard :/

ya... sort of regretting now...

I am scared... and anxious, and nervous... My parents are coming down on results day

FREAKING SCARED.... I got the feeling, I am gonna cry... on results day...

Good luck to me... haiz....

2011-01-06T06:34:00.000-08:00

Rock #84-001, a sign that there might be life on Mars...

2010-12-28T03:12:00.000-08:00

You dun even know anything, so stop pretending that you know everything,

stop pretending that you know my problems,

and stop making fun of my problems...

cause its not funny at all, you hear me?

NOT FUNNY AT ALL....

and FYI, your jokes are not hilarious, they are very sensitive

and sometimes they hurt, you don't realise it do you?

You are too busy trying to act like you are so damn smart,

when you don't even realise that you've alr hurt someone else!

And lastly,

Stop making fun of me...

2010-12-27T17:57:00.000-08:00

I think I am very very useless.... I don't even dare to ask a friend if everything is okay, because I am afraid of the response I will get... I am insensitive, I am selfish, at a lot of times I neglect the feelings of others... Sometimes I do what interest me first... I wonder, if I am someone else, would I want to be friends with me? My answer is no... I know I need to change... I must stop being insensitive, I need to care more about others... But I am so afraid... that they might think I am acting or pretending...

How funny... yesterday, I had problems... and the person who lend me a listening ear was my junior(Sheryl)... I really appreciated it... haha, okay, she told me she is not my junior, she is my "brother" HAHAHA!!! Okay anyways... how weird, when someone who is not very close to you, actually is willing to stay there to listen to your rants... when that someone who almost text you everyday in the morning, heck cares...

Oh I had a weird dream yesterday... I dreamt I was a volunteer at some funny games thing... I was carrying and collecting light sticks with Esta Chew and got this minister standing beside us, hahahahaha!!! Okay, weird and funny...

2010-12-25T04:58:00.000-08:00

even if it means nothing to you... at least let me know you dun care anymore...

you are the one I look for when I am feeling down...

To me, you are like someone who I can share my troubles and everything with

you are the one who knows my secrets,

but then it seems like, you are starting to not care anymore...

Its like, I lost that someone who was always there for me...

2010-12-19T01:15:00.000-08:00

You know... I think we humans are weird, we have like so many feelings... and we can feel so many feelings at one time... like how I am feeling now...

I duno why, I really wish I have the strength to hate you... but I couldn't, because everytime u intitiate a conversation, or start smsing me, I will just melt away... I duno, I can't control... So I really wish I have this button on my body, to control my feelings... I dun think you give a damn about me anymore... I sometimes wonder why do I still care so much, when I already knew long ago that you dun care... I am not a fool, I just want to care, I feel like an idiot, waiting and hoping for a miracle to happen... while, youa re already having fun with someone else somewhere else... I feel like an idiot.... yes, an idiot, thats me... I am tired... I want to give up caring and hoping... we are drifting apart... and oh... I really dun want to care anymore... maybe I should... why am I wasting time on you? Alright... goodbye, its time I really like really let you go... but it takes time... it takes time for the wound to heal... give me some more time... I promise, one day, I will leave you alone...

2010-12-07T21:34:00.000-08:00

Wow, it's been years since I last updated man -.- I have no idea what to type already... For now, I just want to get involve in something... I find that my life has no significance... omg... I am like spending everyday infront of my computer, or lying on my bed reading a book... Its like a expected routine... It has no meaning at all... I think I want to join some youth mission group or some volunteer group, and do something for this world... or my community... I think its better that way, why waste time doing nothing at home, when you can go out there to do something for others? :)

2010-10-11T23:23:00.000-07:00

I am back posting again... Hmm... today very sian, back to studying again... O'levels is 13 days away O.O Haiz...

Anyway, I feel like, the sec1s nowadays are getting from bad to worse... Yesterday, I was studying in the library with Rui Wen... Then there was this group of sec1 girls sitting at the table beside us... While we were studying, they were making a lot of noise, I think they were preparing their art pieces for today's art exam... So they were talking and laughing away, then the librarian walk over to ask them to keep their volumes down, they started scolding and laughing at the librarian. One girl was like :"okay, okay, we know, we know, go away la!" the the librarian said :"if you are coming back to tmr, don't come to the library to do your art." Then the girls started laughing, and one girl shouted :"Hello! Tmr our art exam over already lah!! No need do art lah!!" -.- so rude right? I had the urge to walk over to ask them to shut up -.- like seriously... YOU FREAKING THINK THE LIBRARY IS YOUR LIM BEH'S ONE ARH?!?! So uncivilised, so ungracious -.- I will be very embarrassed to say that they belong to my school... haiz...

2010-10-10T02:36:00.000-07:00

Hello, okay lah, I know I broke the promise and updated this dead blog, lol...
Err, O'levels is 15days away, and, oh, I am still here typing away :)
I really wonder what kind of L1R5 marks I will get... like seriously :(
Haiz... Now my life is like soooo boring, whole day study study study...

Oh yes, today went to my Cousin's buffet, becos her baby boy full one month le... so fast...
I still rmb the times when we used to play together at the chalet there, now she is married with a child... so fast... soon it will be my turn, lol... Went to church today morning, saw ahem... aiya... I dun feel like I belong there anymore, my old church frens are drifting away from me... anyway, I am joining City harvest church's youths after my O'levels :)

Hmm... Yeah, I am going to have tuition soon!!! Goodbye!! ^^

2010-07-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

ANNOUCEMENT:

Hey peeps ;) My O'levels are coming... hmm, so I should refrain from the internet...

I was advised my family members and friends to stop blogging and stuffs like that...

so this shall officially be my last post before O'levels... man... I will miss blogger a lot :(

but too bad, i have to make this sacrifice for my O'levels, STUDIES COME FIRST!

Haiz... I will bring my blog back to life again after my O'levels...

Bye people, bye blogger, bye internet life...

See ya after my O'levels :D

if I post any more other posts before my O'levels,

I give any of you the permission to kick, punch, slap, stab, or kill me :) TYVM...

2010-07-27T05:36:00.000-07:00

I need to "jian fei", my pants all slowly cannot wear :( haiz... got new bangle, haha, nice ^^ lol, I suddenly feel so "niang"... hmm...

2010-07-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

Went to CITY HARVEST CHRUCH today, wow... their sound system and lightings are fantastic :) And their youths are superrr friendly :D

2010-07-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to my juniors (I don't know how u guys found my blog! LOL!)

Anyways, LOL, hi people!! Really, need to thank you so much for all the letters!!!!

by the way...How did you know I got blog eh?? haha!! Hmm...

Oh ya, and, yes Tracia, lime green is one of my favourite colours, haha!!! :D

And Sheryl, you are right, I take physics!! ^^ all of your letters were awesome :)

I need to thank, Tracia, Sheryl, Vanessa, Vantrice, Janessa, Rabia, Nihara,

and also the entire sec3 batch for the letters!!!!!

Celeste, Jia Lin, and all the other sec4 seniors, wanna say a HUGE THANK YOU

to all of you, for being such wonderful juniors!!!

Those letters that you guys wrote, really really meant A LOT to us...

you know, at first we thought you guys like hated us, becos we were strict or smtg...

haha... but it turned out to be the other way round, which was kind of a SURPRISE :)))

We will miss you guys a lot :( will miss the times, you guys just suddenly burst into

fits of laughter... :DDD LOL!!! Stay cheerful kay!!! :D

Love all of you loadsss :)

Yeah, I will also heed your advices about refraining from blogging too much,

and facebooking, I will study hard for my Olevels!!! THANK YOU for

all of your ENCOURAGMENTS!!!!

Omgsoh... you guys are really very very awesome...

THANK YOU x100000000000

I am so sorry for not being able to give you guys any gifts

So paiseh... :( I will rush to get gifts for you guys ASAP kay!!!!! ^^

LOVE YOU ALL!

(I didn't know you guys knew my blog! Oh no, I think I always

blog a lot of rubbish leh...so embarrassing!!! Haha!!!)

2010-07-23T00:55:00.000-07:00

Sorry, but I seriously cannot trust you ANYMORE,

I tried to, but realise, I am thinking that every word you say is a lie,

you are totally the opposite of the person I once knew...

stop acting pitiful, cos I am not gonna fall for it second time..

I think you got what I mean, after what I did to you in Lit class,

I hope you get the hint that I can no longer treat you as my good friend...

damn, do whatever you want, threatening to kill yourself, whatsoever,

I know you wouldn't dare, so if you wanna play,

Bring it on man, I dare you to play with me...

come lah, try me lah...

I didn't want to be so evil, but you forced me,

I have never treated someone whom I see as a good friend like this...

you shall be the first...

2010-07-22T02:54:00.000-07:00

I duno wad to say sia... today is relli a terrible day for me, A LOT of things happened... I dun wana blog about it -.- so yeah...

2010-07-21T05:58:00.000-07:00

DAMN YOU...

2010-07-20T03:00:00.000-07:00

Today had O'level chinese listening comprehension... our invigilator was damn nice :)
then after that, walk towards compass with Jeannine, Ethel and Esta, on the way, a staple bullet poke into Esta's leg, lols, then I tried helping her to find the staple thingy, saw Xin Yen, she wahcked my bag, laugh, and walk away -.- after that, I grab Esta's shoe and ran away... lols, then we went to the bus stop there to sit, then talk abit... then I waited for my dad to come fetch me home... becos it was raining...

why do you have to tell me things that I don't want to hear?

But it was my fault... I wanted to hear it..

now my perspective of her, has totally changed... haiz... :(

I had never expected her to be someone like that!

2010-07-19T06:13:00.001-07:00

There are 94356724352615289362 reasons for you to hate me, but there is only 1 reason for me not to hate you...and that reason, explains it all...

2010-07-19T02:16:00.000-07:00

Damn I am using internet again...

I feel damn -.- now...

If these continues, I would rather not be your friend anymore -.-

what for being your friend when your are pouring shit into my cup of life?

2010-07-18T07:24:00.000-07:00

I am studying VENICE :)

Factors leading to rise of Venice:

1.) Capable Leadership

-Diplomatic

-Visionary

2.) Reforms in the government

-meeting the challenges of a growing city-state:

-Creation of the great council

-specialisation of duties

-maintianing checks and balances:

-Effective checks on power

-Preventing the concentration of power

3.) Industrial Develpoments

-trade related industry

-Manufacturing industries

4.) Innovative practices

-Giro banking and double-entry bookkeeping

5.) Trade Developments and Expansions

-Attitude towards trade

-Innovations in maritime technology

-Efficiency in managing upgrades

-Overcoming trade competition

-Trade monopoly

Factors leading to the fall of Venice:

1.) External Factors

-Foreign threats:

-involvement in mainland

-Ottoman Empire

-The League of Cambrai

-Maritime Competition:

-Discovery of new sea routes

-New trade rivals

2.) Internal factors

-political changes:

-incapable leadership

-Corruption in the government

-Dependence on mercenaries

-Social changes:

-Complacency

-Over-indulgence in affluent lifestyle

2010-07-15T03:16:00.000-07:00

If you guys don't mind reading a very long story I got online, then continue reading :)

Its about perseverance :)

In 1883, a creative engineer named John Roebling was inspired by an idea to build a spectacular bridge connecting New York with the Long Island. However bridge building experts throughout the world thought that this was an impossible feat and told Roebling to forget the idea. It just could not be done. It was not practical. It had never been done before.
Roebling could not ignore the vision he had in his mind of this bridge. He thought about it all the time and he knew deep in his heart that it could be done. He just had to share the dream with someone else. After much discussion and persuasion he managed to convince his son Washington, an up and coming engineer, that the bridge in fact could be built.
Working together for the first time, the father and son developed concepts of how it could be accomplished and how the obstacles could be overcome. With great excitement and inspiration, and the headiness of a wild challenge before them, they hired their crew and began to build their dream bridge.
The project started well, but when it was only a few months underway a tragic accident on the site took the life of John Roebling. Washington was injured and left with a certain amount of brain damage, which resulted in him not being able to walk or talk or even move.
"We told them so.""Crazy men and their crazy dreams.""It`s foolish to chase wild visions."
Everyone had a negative comment to make and felt that the project should be scrapped since the Roeblings were the only ones who knew how the bridge could be built. In spite of his handicap Washington was never discouraged and still had a burning desire to complete the bridge and his mind was still as sharp as ever.
He tried to inspire and pass on his enthusiasm to some of his friends, but they were too daunted by the task. As he lay on his bed in his hospital room, with the sunlight streaming through the windows, a gentle breeze blew the flimsy white curtains apart and he was able to see the sky and the tops of the trees outside for just a moment.
It seemed that there was a message for him not to give up. Suddenly an idea hit him. All he could do was move one finger and he decided to make the best use of it. By moving this, he slowly developed a code of communication with his wife.
He touched his wife's arm with that finger, indicating to her that he wanted her to call the engineers again. Then he used the same method of tapping her arm to tell the engineers what to do. It seemed foolish but the project was under way again.
For 13 years Washington tapped out his instructions with his finger on his wife's arm, until the bridge was finally completed. Today the spectacular Brooklyn Bridge stands in all its glory as a tribute to the triumph of one man's indomitable spirit and his determination not to be defeated by circumstances. It is also a tribute to the engineers and their team work, and to their faith in a man who was considered mad by half the world. It stands too as a tangible monument to the love and devotion of his wife who for 13 long years patiently decoded the messages of her husband and told the engineers what to do.
Perhaps this is one of the best examples of a never-say-die attitude that overcomes a terrible physical handicap and achieves an impossible goal.
Often when we face obstacles in our day-to-day life, our hurdles seem very small in comparison to what many others have to face. The Brooklyn Bridge shows us that dreams that seem impossible can be realised with determination and persistence, no matter what the odds are.
Even the most distant dream can be realized with determination and persistence.

2010-07-13T00:55:00.000-07:00

I am in a dilemma now...

I duno if I should go JC or Poly... please tell me where to head to...

Let me show you some good points and bad points bout Poly and JC

Firstly lets start with Poly...

POLYTECHNIC:

GOOD POINTS: The good thing about Poly, is that it is quite slack... lols,

and poly have many courses for you to choose from...

In a poly, you will have more hands on acticties, that will prepare you

when you enter the society... Poly is also like easier to study... so yeah...

BAD POINTS: If I go poly, it is damn freaking hard to get into a university!!!!! And if I dun

go university, I may not get the job that I want, which requires at least a degree.

Nobody will want to employ me if I only have a diploma certificate... haiz...

and worse still, I may not get my dream job!!!! :(((

JUNIOR COLLEGE:

GOOD POINTS: If I go JC, my future will be brighter, I will have many

paths to choose from. It will be so much easier to enter a University, and

if I go university, I can get the job that I want!!! Hurray!! And even if I cannot get

the job that I want, I can have many other choices to choose from in a university...

BAD POINTS: It is freaking hard to get into a JC!!! Must study like damn hard

and worse still, A'level is damn hard!!! The subjects in JC are like crazy...

In JC, it is more stressful, have to study everyday, will go mad...

2010-07-12T02:05:00.000-07:00

I need to rush to hospital later!! O.O

2010-07-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

I have a dream... Or will I say? It's a big dream :)

I will not relax on my sofa, to wait for the day to come

Or will I expect everything to fall in place for me...

I will need to work for it, it seems

for this dream to come true...

The work I will have to put in,

The time I will need to sacrifice,

The tears and sweat, will someday be worth it,

The day for my dream to transform into reality,

may the day come, or never,

at least I know,

That I have done something to achieve what I want...

-Dreams will just stay as dreams, if you don't do something to achieve it.

-Many successful men started from the very first step, they dreamt of their success.

-Never treat dreams as just dreams, you have to make them your goals in life.

-If you don't know what you are going to do, start dreaming of who you want to be, and don't just stop there, for you have to work to achieve who you want yourself to become.

2010-07-09T01:48:00.000-07:00

Its amazing how little children, infants can amuse you at times... lol... playing with them can help you de-stress... even if its little things, like teaching them how to walk, how to crawl, how to speak, singing nursery rhymes and playing peek-a-boo wif them, LOL... its all the more amazing... :) :) :)

2010-07-07T06:53:00.000-07:00

JAIME LIM! PLEASE LIMIT YOURSELF TO ONLY ONE POST PER WEEK

STOP WASTING YOUR TIME HERE!

YOUR O'LEVEL IS NEAR!

GO PRACTICE MORE NOW!

ESPECIALLY YOUR AMATHS, PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY!

MAKE SURE YOU IMPROVE YOUR GRADES IN THE COMING PRELIMS!

IS THAT CLEAR?!

~yeah! Alright....~

2010-07-07T02:34:00.000-07:00

I think I suck as a friend and as a classmate... :(

I don't realise the needs of the friends around me

sometimes I just neglect them without knowing it...

sometimes, I feel like I am betraying the entir world

no wonder I always quarell with my friends

I have AWESOME friends, but I am NOT an awesome friend :(

2010-07-04T20:38:00.000-07:00

I am like freaking confused man... haiz... Disamax...

2010-07-04T02:04:00.000-07:00

Today, Esta came to my church, didn't really introduce her to anyone... He was there... He was downstairs.... He was looking up at the balcony... I was at the balcony with Esta... Haiz... After that, went to Clarke Quay and bought Sticky, then proceeded to Vivo, went to Topshop, Forever 21, River Island, Aldo, Ripcurl, Tangs, etc... shopped till I dropped, but all the while, I was thinking of him... :(

2010-07-02T00:25:00.001-07:00

slowly, everything leaves you....

2010-06-30T05:09:00.001-07:00

We will not lose to them the next time round!!!

2010-06-28T06:49:00.000-07:00

1st day of term3... whoo... =.=
when I walk into the school, I was grumbling about having to go to school again...
but then I realise that I have to treasure these moments,
because, a few months later, I will not have the chance to walk into the school gate anymore...
In a few months time, I will not be hearing the Disiplinary Team nagging at us during moring assembly....
In a few months time, I will not be haering the school song every tuesday during morning assembly...
In a few months time, I will not hear my teachers' constant nagging...
In a few months time, I will not have to drag my feet to classes...
In a few months time, I will not be hearing that chime after every lesson ends...
In a few months time, I will not be able to eat in the canteen during recess and hear those noisy chatters of my schoolmates...
In a few months time...
I will not belong to SJC anymore...

In a few months time, everything will change... my life will take a new turn... but the question is, which way am I going??? Which path should I take... I have reached another crossroad in life... hmm...

2010-06-26T20:23:00.000-07:00

U know smtg? U are bloody sucker... =.= and you are a freaking liar... dude, if you duno, now I tell u, no matter how many times you delete smtg on the internet, there will still be records that you actually wrote smtg there previously, so trying to hide just because of your damn pride isn't gonna help much... yeah, get the hell out of my life... I dun wana see ur freaking face, and please dun come back, we dun welcome you, go away, do me a favour, just go to the nearest drain, and jump inside :)

2010-06-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

Haha... that day, Kexin told me something that makes a lot of sense... When I complained to her that my life is damn sad, she said to me that if there are no sad times and bad times in life, then we would not have happy times anymore... so true indeed... :) haha...

Caesar said, don't give up, everytime you feel like giving up, think of what made you wanted to start all these in the first place... example, if you wanted to give up in pursuing something, think of what made you wanted to start pursuing that in the first place....

Everyone has a talent, no matter who you are, what you are, which family background are you from, what race you are, you will have a talent, it may be very simple things like making someone else smile, yes, being able to make someone smile easily, is a talent, not everyone can do that you know... :)

2010-06-24T21:14:00.000-07:00

You dun have to force yourself you know! Its okay, I am not sad, I am feeling perfectly fine... Go, go far far away, I dun wanna see your face :) Life is like better without you?? I will survive :)

tsk... monday school reopen sia... sadded thing... good thing is I can see my friends, bad thing is... :( ahh... anyways, monday got block testing... ohh "great" =.=

2010-06-21T00:24:00.000-07:00

Its very easy for me to forget things and people... you just have to disapper from my life :) and thats what you did... so trust me, 2weeks from now, I will become the old Jaime again... I will forget all about you, and go back to my lame self... oh god, its been long since I've stayed in my emo self, cool, its good to know that I am becoming me again :) :DDDD
Things have changed, people have changed... but I can always change back to who I was :)

Mr Yeo ghee added me on facebook =.= wth...

2010-06-18T21:01:00.000-07:00

I duno wad to do... My life is going haywire... hmm... wad is happening to me??? :(

life's really a great challenge man... I just realise how much I changed... I changed a lot, NOT for the good, but for the worse... I am trying... trying hard to fix those mistakes and those holes I left in life...

I am like staring at my life, as it walks towards a drain and throw itself in it... haha... funny, but scary... I must stop my life b4 it really throws itself into that drain :)

I just realise, the things that are making my life go haywire is 60% caused my humans... 40% caused by school... sad thing... but I will pick myself up... no worries...

2010-06-17T07:40:00.000-07:00

Today the 4Grace peeps decide to head out and have fun ^^ we ate lunch at Seoul Gardens, then we went to Orchard Cineleisure to learn REAL KUNGFU!!! :)

The mess we left at Seoul Gardens, hahas... :) nice food, awesome place :) had LOADS OF FUN!!
U WANA LEARJN KUNGFU??? WE'LL TEACH YOU REAL KUNGFU!!!! AHAHA ^^

2010-06-16T00:02:00.001-07:00

Had Amaths today :) Stupid CHEN RUI WEN show Mr Yeo Ghee the portrait I drew of him!!!! Hello, it was a bear face =.= I bet he is cursing me now.... teh la... LOLS...

2010-06-12T22:45:00.000-07:00

I kept screaming at my TV yesterday!!! The soccer match was just toooo awesome!!!!!! KOREA VS GREECE!!!!! ahh, but in the end, Korea won!!!!!!!! 2 : 0 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA.... Super happy yesterday, when korea got a goal, I was screaming like mad, and jumping, pointing at the TV, but I am not the only one, I can hear my neighbours screaming too, and my whole family was cheering and shouting, haahha, yeah, we are MAD FOOTBALL FREAKS :) :) :)

Ilovesoccer!!!!!! :D

2010-06-11T06:14:00.000-07:00

Thank you for showing me that my life is not only about you!!! Yes, I have sooo many things in life that I have constantly neglected, people that are awesome, friends that really, and truly care, but I took them for granted. From today onwards, I am going to look at things with a larger view. I will not let any relationship issues, family issues, friendship issues affect my life. There are many things to life than just that someone you love. Just because he/she is someone you really love, doesn't mean you should let them control your life. I will control my own life. I am the driver of my life. No one else is to drive my life, except me. The steering wheel is in my hands. Yes, thank you for teaching me that, there are so many things in my life that are so much more interesting, than just hanging on to you :) My life is awesome, and I will treasure every moment of it :D

2010-06-10T22:26:00.000-07:00

Visit me on my second blog :) http://www.darksecret.tumblr.com
my second blog will be more on issues regarding our lives e.g the economy, financial, school, our daily happenings, the news.
But THIS blog will be about my own stories. :)

2010-06-10T00:47:00.000-07:00

Who else could've made me feel that way besides you??

2010-06-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

-FICTIONAL-

tmr is 10th June, the day I travel to ShaoLin to learn KungFu

Goodbye folks, I will still come back to teach you more real kungfu...

2010-06-09T01:52:00.000-07:00

MY BRAIN IS EXPLODING IN 10SECONDS...

haiz... today, my brain got drilled with physics for 2hours... stupid guy, make me do so much physics, then keep nagging and nagging say I do this and that wrongly, please la, my brain exploding, just let it rest for awhile can??? woah, and the weather so hot, and the stupid guy at there scold me, and nag and nag and nag.... then Ah Ma, very cute, she drag her fan out frm her room, and put it next to me, and on it to the highest speed, thanks Ah Ma!!! hahahaha...

2010-06-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

Close the door, hide those emotions,

yes, smile, hide everything behind it,

laugh, control your tears,

don't ever let a single one drop down,

cover them up, lock them up,

yes, just keep doing this,

until the day it wears you down...

Imissyou...

2010-06-08T02:29:00.000-07:00

Behind those smiles is a hurting heart, behing my laughter, I am falling apart...

2010-06-07T23:48:00.001-07:00

I think I am going to take away my tagboard VERY SOON... there are a lot of weird people leaving weird comments on my tagboard...

2010-06-07T02:39:00.000-07:00

Today is an awesome day, at around 11.30pm I left my house to meet Kexin, Jocelyn and Jaz at serangoon MRt station, then we trained to Bugis, ate at Bugis, then walked to National Library, at first we were planning to go study there, BUT... Nt enough sits at the study lounge, we sat outside of the lounge, then kana chased away by the Librarian... teh la... so we walked to Bras Basah... then at last, we decided to walk to Suntec City, along the way, Me and Jaz kept making jokes about the amazing race, we pretended that we were the participants in the "self- amazing race" , and we were laughing like madddd.... then finally reached Suntec City, Jocelyn said she was hungry, so we went to QiJi to grab some bites... and I swear, I am never gonna eat popiah in my life again... wth... I totally messed up the entire table, with water dripping down everywhere... Then we left QiJi quickly, we walk around Suntec and shopped at some shops, bought Auntie Anne's, then trained back home cos Kexin and Jaz have tuition at 4.30pm, on the Train arh, me and Jaz kept laffing like mad, until everyone started staring at us like we are crazy... whoo... and finally, I reached home... :) I am planning to finish my Truancy book by today :DDDD

2010-06-06T00:54:00.000-07:00

-MY VERY BORING LIFE-

I was sitting on my bed...

knees up, thinking about you

then I heard my phone vibrate,

I wondered who it was,

I took up the phone... it was some funny number

then I realise, is Mr Tan == he asked me what is my appt this year

after I replied him, I threw my phone towards my pillow,

and continued with my thoughts...

many memories flashed back...

then it was broken again when my phone vibrated again ==

ta ma de...it was Mr Tan again... asking me which year i took part in comp

after I reply, I threw my phone further away,

this time hoping that I won't feel the vibrations

Then I strolled to my desk,

Stared at my books, then finally deciding that i should study later,

I stood up and knocked my head on the cupboard on top

OUCH!

Went out of my room, looked into the fridge for food,

found NON...

walked to the computer, and started facebooking....

then started blogging...

2010-06-05T20:26:00.000-07:00

I suddenly felt very teh...

I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing . I want a 4G class outing .

NICH is just too awesome... LOVES :DDDDDDD

2010-06-05T00:23:00.000-07:00

For your information... She is my friend, so if you wanna bully her, you'll die... you geddit? So its either you STFU and leave her alone, or you just wait for your turn to enter a ward in the hospital... tyvm...

2010-06-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

Today went out wif Jaz, Jo and "boyfren" to bishan for movie, ate at pizza hut, saw leah and rachel there too, LOLS... watch Iron man 2, woah, Jaz kept saying he damn shuai == then after movie, went to buy sweets, then trained home... :) :) :)

2010-06-03T01:59:00.000-07:00

Haiz... the very sian conversation, I had with almost every teacher... ==
"Jaime! Come here."
"WHAT?!?!?!"
"come!"
"sian la.... tsk..."
"For prelims, I don't want to see a C again, at least get a B or A, a C is useless on the cert"
"Cannot la... very hard leh..."
"Don't say that, study hard, next year, you will be able to smile when you take back your cert."
"so easy meh?"
"Hows your other subjects?"
"hmm... all cannot make it..."
"see arh, you have to start working now, don't think that it is just june, Olevel is in 4months time"
"I know..."
"It is going to be a very stressful period, but for that A, you have to go through it"
"yeah... I know..."
"You have to do well for your prelims, okay?"
"hmm... I have to go, I have to go, I have to go..."
"Okay thats all, you may go."
"yes!!!! bye!"
*runs away*

2010-06-02T05:46:00.000-07:00

Today, LIME has decided to take a break, so teacher LIME will take over :) Today's lesson will be on :"Learning to let go".

Okay students, our lives are filled with many challenges, these challenges actually teaches us to be much more stronger. There are times when we face difficulties, and yes, like friendship problems, relationship problems, family problems, etc. Today, I am concentrating on friendship problems. Friendship, is a very big part in our lives. Without friends, life will be very boring, lonely and meaningless, therefore, it is very important that we should maintain our good relations with our fellow friends. You may never know, what might happen the very next moment after the last time you see your friend, so learn to treasure every moment spent with your friends. When we develop hatred towards our friends, we must learn to let go. Letting go, is something very very important, and students, I want you all to note this down. I have once heard someone tell me this before, "The stronger man, is the one who learns to let go first." Yes indeed!! What is the point of holding on to our grudges? Isn't it heavy? Don't you feel like dropping your grudges instead of holding on to them for so long? Having one more friend is better than having one extra enemy. There is nothing in the world that is so hard to resolve, and friendship problems is definitely one. China and America used to be enemies, but look, China and America today have achieved so many things through co-operations between this two countries! Even countries could resolves their conflicts, therefore friendship problems can be resolved too!

2010-06-02T04:09:00.000-07:00

SJ camp finally ended... tiring, but fruitful, but at the same time, very complicating too, SOOOO many things happen during the camp, quarells and stuffs like that... why can't they just be happy? SMILE at eachother and forget, and most importantly, like what Celeste said, LEARN TO LET GO

2010-05-31T07:18:00.000-07:00

Why is it that each time I think of you, I feel happy?? but each time I try to expect something, its always that blank, and miserable feeling? So am I supposed to be happy or what?? Why is it so difficult to keep things alive? This shit that I am in, when can I get out??? I duno, each time I try to let go, you just appear at the door, and I drop back to where I once was... I really duno how to get out... I am trying to smile, to laugh when I am with my friends, but each time I am also trying to forget you... i duno if I am trying to forget you or I am trying to remember you.... I laughing outside, crying on the inside, and its all becos of YOU??? WTH, okay, from now on, I am going to "zhen zuo qi lai" I am learning to be a stronger person... maybe...

2010-05-29T23:52:00.000-07:00

Just Carefully listen to the songs that I love, the lyrics will clearly explain how I feel...

When you walk away from something and there's no gravitational pull, then what you're doing is absolutely correct.

The past is annoying; it always shows up. In everybody's words, in every song you hear, in every block you walk, and you never get rid of it, no matter how hard you try.

Every girl has three guys in her life: the one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she can't live without. And in the end, they're all the same guy.

I'm tired of waiting for you, I'm sick of always falling for your words. I want to leave, but something about you keeps pulling me back in.

2010-05-29T21:11:00.000-07:00

Why am I not having any news from you??? :((((

2010-05-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

I can't be bothered with weirdos who ask me to watch them on their cameras, WTF... Some crazy old fossil just told me to watch him/her on the camera, WTF? I dun even know who are you ==

2010-05-29T03:33:00.000-07:00

Ahem... I am planning something rather stupid for my future... lols, my mum say I should go join the media, so I am also planning to join the media... yeah, dun be shock if you suddenly see me on TV, lols... I duno if this is right, but there is no harm in trying :) I know its kinda stupid la, but to think of it, acting is quite fun rite?? LOLS... dun laff, hahaha...

2010-05-29T03:30:00.000-07:00

2010-05-28T22:22:00.001-07:00

Hmm... I took both pictures from my desk, a picture of the same person THEN and NOW... I look into them and ask myself, there seems to be a difference between them though they look the same... But somehow, there seems to be something that is no longer the same ... I pondered over it for a long time, and finally found my answer, I realised that it is the many things that the person went through over time, that changes everything... The expressions of the person in both pictures, speak well of the person's thoughts...

2010-05-28T22:19:00.000-07:00

Fly me to the moon... :)

2010-05-27T19:20:00.000-07:00

STFU... leave them alone.... ==

2010-05-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

what if you realise smtg that you totally dun expect to happen?? thats why I choose to keep quiet about it... I should just shut up

2010-05-27T06:43:00.000-07:00

MY STUPID BROTHER GO CHANGE THE BRIGHTNESS OF MY COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!! WLAO!!! NOW ITS SOOO BRIGHT, i am see stars... :( stupid brother... I duno how to change back, and BOTH my brothers are sleeping now, pigsss, only both of them know how to change back, cos they are the IT people in my family... I totally know nth bout computer technology... okay, why am I typing this here?? LOLS...

2010-05-27T00:41:00.000-07:00

is too tired to answer all your never ending stream of questions... so please keep quiet for a little while, and let me just rest for a few seconds will you??

2010-05-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

PTM was screwed la... =.= my mum talk wif christopher sim for so long la, asking bout my results and stuffs... teh...
haiz... and later have to see ifant's face... WTF

2010-05-25T21:14:00.000-07:00

its funny how random people can make you feel better when you feel dull... haiz... was feeling damn sian in fb, then suddenly loshana and shreya and bernice suddenly talked to me on FB, talking to them makes me feel better, at least I can forget those worries for awhile... haiz... spoke to bernice bout the bad weather in singapore, chatted with shteya about the word "teh" and how to use it, spoke to loshana about the old times in st john, and about JC stuffs.... hmm... okay, today is PTM... I am so dead... :((((

2010-05-25T03:36:00.000-07:00

PLAYED GUITAR HERO AT ESTA'S HOUSE, at first, spoke to her, kinda awkward, then start to talk like the old times :DDDD then I played the drums, dammit, cos I kept losing my tempo!!! And the bass kept sliding off my feet, so I had to ask Esta to clap for me, so I can get the beat right, lols... tracy spammed on the guitar, she super pro sia, 96% leh!!! Esta's drums also very good, except mine == I kept screwing up the drums part... LOLS...

2010-05-24T06:45:00.001-07:00

Feeling like shit... I am dying here... my Guardian Angel isn't here to save me... Guardian Angel, where are you?? You can't just stare and watch me die like this... haiz... I need someone to listen, but I am too afraid to tell anyone what is going on... what if they think that I am just uttering nonsense?? I really wish that my friends could listen and give me advices... but but but... nvm...

2010-05-24T03:34:00.000-07:00

After I post this, I will study my chinese... trust me... but I really need to write down my feelings... cos if I dun, I will erupt like a volcano...
Gosh... I just cannot concentrate on my studies... I think some of you know why... I duno wad to do.... I am trying my best... and I will put on my best... I just need to hear from you, tell me that you are fine, tell me you are alright... today had phototaking, the whole time when I was in school, my mind was somewhere else... I tried to smile and laugh with my frens... i had a headache in the end... Why is it so torturing?? Where are you when I need you the most??

2010-05-24T03:24:00.000-07:00

I've not been hearing much from you nowadays, please tell me you are fine...

2010-05-23T01:12:00.000-07:00

Farewell Dr Goh Keng Swee. A great man, who selflessly contributed to the many developments of Singapore. We Singaporeans will be forever indebted to him. Thank You Dr Goh, for setting up the Ministry of Education, so that we students will have a chance to receive education. Thank You Dr Goh for the many contributions made for Singapore. Goodbye Dr Goh...

2010-05-22T20:56:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Still miss the theme park A LOT!!!!

-WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR-
If you need help, tell me, I will help you
If you need someone to listen to you, tell me, I will listen
If you need company, tell me, I will accompany you
If you are alone, tell me, I will be your friend
If you have no one to turn to, tell me, I want to be there for you :)

2010-05-21T05:28:00.001-07:00

Using computer in the internet cafe in Genting :)

2010-05-18T06:10:00.000-07:00

WHAT IN THE PING PONG WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!

Here am I, trying to forget you, but here am I, waiting for you to be online... wad is wrong wif me?!?! Somebody, anyone, pls tell me that I am crazy, TYVM... I duno man... I cannot comprehend this kind of complicated law of feelings... I duno wad am I typing oso... anyways, I wana THANK those people who encouraged me :D Love you guys :)

I cannot let go, I duno why... you will not teach me how, becos you will only lead me further into it... I duno if this is right...

2010-05-18T02:16:00.000-07:00

When you reach the top, you have nowhere else to go, except heaven...

My life is turning uber horrendous... Today is the worse day in May, or maybe tomorrow...
I so damn screwed up EVERYTHING... Gosh man... wad kinda life is this???

Transparency is kinda popular nowadays I guess??

2010-05-17T05:58:00.000-07:00

MY BRAIN IS STILL FULL OF PICTURES OF HIM PLAYING WITH HIS GUITAR... every minute every second, images of him form up in my mind... it is taking forever to erase this... what the ping pong lah...

people, after reading this post, please stop asking me who the person is, and wad is happening... thanks... just pretend that this post isn't here kay?? Do me this favour :) thanks... dun help me to remember him by asking me who he is...

2010-05-17T02:44:00.000-07:00

WARNING : The following post is typed out of ~INSANITYYYYYYYY~!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Viewer discretion is advised...)

C'mon c'mon c'mon.... ohhh hey, I am gonna be a future odacian mama!!! ~~~ Whoohuuu~~~
ting ting ting :) wassups peepso?!?! Hows ur LIFEEEE manx??? How does it feely likey aftery examy peepsosss??? You guys enjoying itttt?~~~~~~~~~~ WAHAHAHA!!! Oh mama, I've been enjoying this right after THE MYE was ovarrrrrrr papa!!!! My com's lovin me, its callin me ever since exam ended :DDD and its stillllll callin me :) The moon's getting brighter these daes, duncha tink so peepso??? This is so funa muna puna!!!

2010-05-16T22:36:00.001-07:00

here I go again ^^

Lee Jae Jin, Jang Geun Suk, Nichkhun, Yesung, KiBum, Ryeowook, KEY, Kim Hyun Joong... wah the list goes on... hehe!!! My Kpop LURVES ^^

Amazing Grace (My Chains are Gone) - Chris Tomlin (with lyrics)

2010-05-16T19:51:00.000-07:00

This is a wonderful christian song... enjoy... :)

2010-05-16T19:26:00.000-07:00

my life sucks, because I am thinking about him every second == sucks man... omgosh... I wish I could reap my brain apart, and take out the part that makes me think about him... shit shit shit... I miss the times that we played together in sunday school... omgosh, and I still realised that I had that windchime that you gave me as christmas present as few years ago... man... I miss those times...

2010-05-15T22:48:00.001-07:00

someone tell me how to forget him... today, went to church, saw him again... everytime I see him, I went back to where I was... the worse thing is, he kept staring back... I cannot go there!!! My parents are there!!! Please, tell me wad to do, I am trying to pretend that I dun care that he is staring, but you know wad I mean... someone, teach me how to control...

2010-05-15T06:18:00.000-07:00

you make me believe what you yourself don't... and you call yourself a teacher... wow, now u understand why I hate you so much? people dun understand why, beocs only u know the reason...

2010-05-15T00:03:00.000-07:00

I NEVER told the buried gold Upon the hill that lies,
I saw the sun, his plunder done,
Crouch low to guard his prize.
He stood as near, as stood you here,
A pace had been between—
Did but a snake bisect the brake,
My life had forfeit been.
That was a wondrous booty,
I hope ’t was honest gained—
Those were the finest ingots
That ever kissed the spade.
Whether to keep the secret—
Whether to reveal—
Whether, while I ponder
Kidd may sudden sail—
Could a Shrewd advise me
We might e’en divide—
Should a Shrewd betray me—
“Atropos” decide!

2010-05-14T20:40:00.000-07:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COME ON!!!! SCREAM WITH ME, AS WE CELEBRATE THE END OF OUR MID YEAR EXAMINATIONS!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ITS OVER!!! iTS OVER!!!! ITS OVER!!!! NEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA... okay, wow, if this is for end of MYEs, I wonder wad will happen to me after I finish my Olevels :DDDDDD HEHEH!!! OMGOSH, I AM BACK TO GOING CRAZY ABOUT Ft island, Shinee, 2PM, U-Kiss, SuJu, SS501 AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YES!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND NOT FORGETTING ME WONDERFUL JANG GEUN SUK AND JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHA, okay, I guess I can only relax for this week, next week, have to prepare for my mother tongue Olevel which is like 2weeks away!!!! BUT WHO CARES?!?!?!?! WHY SULD WE LET THAT SPOIL OUR MOOD?!?!?! NOW ITS TIME TO CELEBRATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-05-14T18:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out with my beloved J-group!!! Okay, then we went cineleisure to watch movie, woah, "Snow Prince" was a damn sad story la, but Jaz kept laffing throughout the entire show == haha, and she keep crunching on the popcorn, super noisy, lols... when Sota died, she laughed all the way... then when we left the cinema, we made jokes about "sota" and "otah" Roro and Jody was very pekcek, cos they dun understand why were we laffing at such a sad show... well, then Jaz told us that _____ was working at Lucky Plaza selling handphones, so we decided to go down to pay a visit to ____. when we reach there, we searched high and low for ____. at last we found _____ at the shop with two other guys. it was kinda awkward at first, duno wad to say, exchanged handphone numbers, then left.... woah, _____changed alot... :( anyways, we went to eat dinner together, then took train home ^^ AWESOME DAY

2010-05-13T05:48:00.000-07:00

I was kinda shock when you suddenly ask me to go out wif you == wasn't even expecting it... but I cnt go, I am going out with my J-group <3 ... maybe next time, then I then talk to you...

2010-05-13T00:38:00.000-07:00

I am awesome, thank you very much... lols... (learn frm kexin(boyf)) <3 hahaha

2010-05-12T22:42:00.001-07:00

I dun understand you == your words dun quote your feelings...

2010-05-12T22:34:00.000-07:00

I just simply dun understand some people... and there are just this kind of "some people" appearing every now and then in my life... they do things, and I mean weird things... Well, what you guys are thinking, I just don't know, because you all hide it so well, and I just can't be bothered to find out... yeah,and then there are some out there, who do things, that you will NEVER expect them to do... anyways, I can't be bothered... becos, if you wana talk to me, can't you just talk? Its not like I am a monster or wad == hello, human here!!!

2010-05-12T06:20:00.000-07:00

My brain is completely filled with CHEMISTRY!!!! Cannot cannot!!! I must chiong, tmr got chem test!!! I must study!!!!! Okay, planning to stay up late tonite to study... I must persevere!!! == haiz... sian, but no motivation siol...

anyways, my mind is full of chem stuffs... hmm... I shall drown this post wif chemistry too ^^

Oxidising Agents oxidised others, but it is reduced itself...
The minimum amount of energy needed for a reaction to begin is known as the activation energy
Examples of Endothermic Reactions: Decomposition of Copper(ll)carbonate on heating, formation of nitrogen dioxide in cxar engine... etc
Enthalpy change: The amount of energy taken in or given out during a chemical reaction...
Haber process: Compressor200 atm)-----Converter(450degrees, 250atm) ------Condenser..

okay... enough of chemistry... ;)

2010-05-12T02:54:00.000-07:00

oh please... I hope you are not doubting me... I never doubted you at all... Everything is going to happen as what I have said... I am serious about it... trust me... you can cut off my head if I don't keep my promise... believe that what I am saying is genuine...

2010-05-11T01:09:00.000-07:00

I have a habit of posting one million posts in one day... well soon I've gotta kick this habit...

Hmm... as the saying goes... "Money makes the world goes round" but my saying goes, "during times of depression, junk food is making me go round" == alright such irrational topics... I am trying to pick up my stamina of the struggle for an A1 and A2 for emaths and amaths... and not forgetting, both my sciences... Okay, I shall end for today... :)

quote of the day: "Shoot all the bluejays you want if you can hit'em, but remember it's a sin to kill a mockingbird." (love this quote a lot ^^)

Listening to songs that speaks well of my feelings... I like covering up my feelings... you can never judge my feelings by my expression...

2010-05-10T22:09:00.000-07:00

Can I still trust your words? Or are they just lies?